I’m realize that I’m spending more and more time on games. Games on my iPhone to be exact. No doubt I get tired of the games pretty soon, then I’ll switch to another game.
The question now is: how come I get stuck into them now?
It seems like my “addiction” to games is the same as my addiction to TV dramas. Once it starts, I get drawn into it. At every break (i.e commercial break or the game replenishes something) I’ll tell myself to stop. But when it resumes, I get stuck in it again.
Feels that it’s a waste of time sometimes, but nevertheless the cycle keeps repeating.
My only guessitmation would be me subconsciously using them as a form of escapism. At the moment when I’m all drawn inside it, the reality seems to vanish from my mind. And this could be the reason I return to them everytime.
Facing the reality is so tired at times, but escaping IS NOT THE SOLUTION.
So how leh?
Chant more lo. Up my life condition. Stretch my inner “rubber band”.
Is this one of my resolutions, since it’s the last day of 2011 today?
Perhaps.
